Happy 18mths anniversary my darling!!

Happy 18mths anniversary my darling!!



Wow
I for one never thought we would make it this far but I am the happiest person that we did. You have been the very best boyfriend I could ever hope for. The most caring. Generous. Open minded. Forgiving. Patient. Attentive. Giving. Excellent cook. Genius with everything and anything. Helpful. There for me. Never too tired to lend a helping hand or ear, usually both at the same time. Sensitive. Well, most of the time. You can’t help but be, uh, dense.

The best bit of it all, is that you love me unconditionally. I know I am not the easiest person to live with. Not the best choice for a girlfriend. I have my shortcomings. Even when sometimes I find myself going too far, you grit your teeth and smile and support me. Not once you turned your back to me. Not once you said, to hell with you, I have better things to do. No, you stood by my side. You show that you care. You make room, make an effort to try to understand all my little neurotic habits. Even those erratic habits of mine which you can never wrap your head around, you still tolerate them. That, my darling, is one thing I can never bring myself to do. You have my outmost admiration for your level of tolerance.

I love you too. I love how your face goes all blank and at the same time attentive when you are thinking hard to solve something. I love how fast your processor works when it comes to things that are technical like engineering or computers. I love how you look at me like there is nothing better to do in this world than to watch me partition my food on my plate and eat them segment by segment. I love how your hand feels holding my hand. How your square fingers look against my er more rectangular fingers. I love how you look when you sleep. You look like a little boy. A look of innocence. As if you don’t have a worry in this world. I would then wish with all my heart that the look stays the same when you are awake. I would give anything to make you that happy. I love how you look so troubled when you have bad news to convey to me. News that you think is very bad and I would be very mad but actually I wouldn’t spare 2 winks of sleep over. The process of you trying to find the words to tell me the bad news….. sometimes even when the news really is bad and I really should be mad at you, I can’t bring myself to realize your fears. I can’t help but smile at your predicament and say, it’s okay, don’t worry about it. Come to think about it, every time that happens, I don’t get mad! That is some strong spell darling that you have over me. Oh well…. You should have some advantages too hehe.

I love it when you hug me. When I feel your warmth all around me. When I feel your breath on my forehead, I can literally feel all my troubles and worries leaving my heavy shoulder. I feel your love flow in and replace all that is wrong in my life. If I can bottle up your love, the way you make me feel, I think the world would be a much less miserable place than it is now. I love the little things that you do for me to make me happy. I remember a bad day that I had. I was just feeling a little down. Nothing special in a student’s life. You went all the way down to town to get me 2 doughnuts that you know I absolutely love. Just to cheer me up. Even though u were equally busy. I love how well you know me. How much pain and effort it took you to know me this well. We have only known each other 20months. Yet you can proudly claim that you know me as well as my oldest friends. I know I am complicated. That just makes you even more amazing.

I even love things that I hate about you. I hate that you move my things around, placing them in different places and me ending up not finding them. Don’t you know an organized chaos when you see one??? I love the fact that you are so dense. Can’t even pick up hints that are practically slamming themselves on your face but accuse me of beating around the bush for thoughts that did not even occur to me. I love how you screw things up then go out of your way to make them right. I hate how life constantly interferes with our affairs but then again if life did not deny me my ambition, I would not have met you. The things-i-hate-about-you list is short. Sorry I can’t think of anymore.

I love that you know that freedom is the one thing I can’t live without. I love how you never limit mine. Not even once. You do not attempt to control my life. Because you don’t, I willingly go to you each and every day. You are a part of my life now. As big a part as any key players would play. If my life was a stage, I would be the director. You, my darling will be my…… co-director? Producer sounds more like you. You don’t dictate my life. Just help make the final outcome refined and better. Love you.


ps: if you count the number of L word i used, you would come up with 20. one for each month i have known you =)