does it matter?

Wednesday, June 18, 2008



what do you do when something.....inevitable is going to happen if you continue down the same road and its gonna be a disaster? do you...switch course? look for an alternative? what do you do when none of the alternatives can compare to the current joy you enjoy?

fail to plan is equivalent to planning to fail

when i first heard it, i thought it was very true.... i was so surprised that something that simple needed to be told and that....most people dont even realise it. ever. thru out their entire lives. im glad i found that out early. even if i had to be told

some mistakes in life are the best thing that has eve happened to me

when i heard that i thought it was the craziest bullshit ive ever heard haha. wat do u mean mistakes are good things in your life? what kind of shitty life you lead? haha. then i met my mistake. and ive got to admit. yeah, some things are the greatest thing to have ever happened to me. even if its jz a mistake. at least ive lived the dream. if i had to pay the price for the rest of my life, i will gladly do it. guess thats why people fall off the wagon, get bitten by sharks, break every bone in their body in a car racing crash, recouperate, and get right back on the horse, car, boat, wagon and whateva it is that theyve fallen off

dats wat makes life special i guess

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Silent Killer...

Sunday, June 15, 2008



as you walk away, i feel a familiar tug at my heart. does this have to be the way?must you walk away from me? i thought we were one. i thought we were inseparable. you once said that you had nothing to hide from me. i am free to roam among your thoughts. and yet you are walking away from me towards your most private place, leaving me behind. don't say you want to let me in to your secret hideaway only to tease me with the notion. i have never been in there and i probably never will. don't take out the treat, say that you will share only to take it away. THAT is what tears me apart. THAT is what that kills me late at night when no one is watching. when all is asleep. when nothing but my thoughts are keeping me company.

let's be honest. who doesn't have skeletons in the closet? who doesn't have a past or a present that they prefer never sees daylight? the only difference is that everyone belongs in either one of the two categories. you either am capable of sharing or you are not capable of sharing. pretending to be one of the category you are not is just... pointless. eventually the cat will be out of the bag.

you say i have free access to every part of you anytime. how can i when i only have level one clearance? level 2 and above is off limits. i cant be at an exclusive party without an invitation.

sigh. this is all pointless. how long do you hang on knowing that someone is going to get hurt? how long do you hang on despite you are the one hurting now?

you cant choose your family. but you can make new family members. through friendship.

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Things on my mind.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

I'm tired.

There's always new shit waiting for me everyday from the moment my eyes open until when I finally collapse on the bed from exhaustion.

It's been raining heavily the past few days and every time it does, it's cold, but I sweat like a pig because it's so humid my body can't evaporate sweat to cool me off. How's that for contradictory.

I want to hide inside a hole, but at the same time I want you to be in the hole with me...and I get torn apart.

The Giant in Kolombong has my broken fan for half a year and they still haven't returned it to me yet. The guy said he'll call but he never did. Tip for you guys....don't buy electrical items or stuff with warranty with a hypermarket. They are lazy assholes.

The hardware repair shop has my rice cooker and water heater, for a few weeks now and yes they never called me back. It's like all my electronic items are disappearing into a hole from which I would never see them again.

Everything that I see is black nowadays.

Except this page, which is white.

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Guess what people, Firefox 3 is now available for download on June 17th! The third version of the popular web browser, which has demolished Internet Explorer's dominance has been under development for more than 34 months. Has it been that long? I still remember getting Firefox 2 only just a year or two ago.

Anyway, here are some new stuff in FF3.

  • Improved interaction with Add-ons: clearer, more coherent language; less steps to install; more visible way to configure add-ons, probably to be moved back to the general Options window, which I hope deeply; more noticeable alerts when updates are available; a permanent restart Firefox button.
  • Support for remote bookmarks, bookmarks and history annotation.
  • Files could be handled by web services. If I am reading this correctly, this could mean you would be able to click on an attached document and open it with something like Writely or Google Documents. And perhaps, as I asked Santa, the ability to redirect mailto: links to web email services.
  • A much needed print support to prevent cut paragraphs and true WYSIWYG.
  • The much requested MSI installer which will be a much welcomed improvement for IT administrators as it will ease deployment and updating of Firefox across a company.
  • In the security front: support for Microsoft CardSpace and OpenID (check tomorrow’s article for more coverage on this). Smarter credentials handling.
  • Airbag, the Google backed open source crash reporting tool will replace currently licensed TalkBack.

Among the highly desirable requirements:

  • A private web browsing mode. I guess this would mean no cache, history, password or entered form information storage.
  • Save web pages as PDF files, integrated with history. That would be just awesome.
  • Support pause/resume downloads across sessions.
  • Make Firefox help accessible only while online. Not sure how good and idea this is.
  • Microformats support.

Nice to have:

  • Unified bookmarks/history. Does this mean no Places?
  • Support for Windows Vista parental controls. I really hope this one goes up in the priority list. This would be the first concrete downer for Firefox when confronted with Internet Explorer 7.
  • Tab grouping and expose. This sounds like Internet Explorer 7 Quick Tabs or the foxPose extension.
  • Windows Group Policy. Another blessing for IT administrators.
  • Allow add-ons to be installed without rebooting Firefox.
  • Simplified interface to manage downloads. Can it be simpler? Maybe exposing commands currently placed in the context menu.
You can get Firefox 3 when it launches at www.getfirefox.com

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